Spring flowers always make me smile

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Why can't I cry?

Gosh - feeling extremely down today - the type of day when a good cry would help but I can’t. A heaviness sits on my chest with a dark cloud hovering over my head.  Before taking anti-depressants tears flowed easily, at times far too easily but the medication has dried up my tears.

Does that mean all of my emotions have dried up- laughing and smiling are distant memories.  Love???

Have I become a empty husk?

 

It's been a long time...

...since I wrote anything on this blog or on paper relating to my depression.  My head is full of emotions and experiences but somehow they feel safer locked away.  For the short term maybe..but it's time to put to pen to paper again and release them.