I've mentioned before that my medication has ballooned my weight. So frustrated about the situation a month ago I made the rash decision to come off medication without supervision.
The first week I was on a high - I was in control of my life, weight, destiny etc.
The second week I had headaches, my stomach felt awful.
Week three chest pains had returned, tooth ache too from clenching my jaw so tightly. Complete and utter lack of concentration (I have a very short attention span at the best of times). Tiredness and crying, lots of crying.
So week four - my decision, I need to take my medication.
I've always had body issues, contortioning myself away from mirrors and photos. I caught a glimpse of myself in a shop window the other day then quickly scurried past. What do I do? As the saying goes "fat and sane or skinny and insane". It's a tough choice.
The first week I was on a high - I was in control of my life, weight, destiny etc.
The second week I had headaches, my stomach felt awful.
Week three chest pains had returned, tooth ache too from clenching my jaw so tightly. Complete and utter lack of concentration (I have a very short attention span at the best of times). Tiredness and crying, lots of crying.
So week four - my decision, I need to take my medication.
I've always had body issues, contortioning myself away from mirrors and photos. I caught a glimpse of myself in a shop window the other day then quickly scurried past. What do I do? As the saying goes "fat and sane or skinny and insane". It's a tough choice.
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