Waiting.....

I’ve always found relationships problematical.  Initially so needy…do they like me, am I good enough for them?  Comparing myself to every female the male suitor may refer to –ex-girlfriend, soap star, movie star, girl in the street…..

Then they feed off that need.  They see and feel insecurity. 

I my early 20s I went out with a guy who told me he would me meet outside work on a number of occasions.  So I would for at least an hour at a time.  He would always be in the pub so rather than waiting, and saving his time coming to get me, I would wander to the pub anticipating the warm welcome from him.  

After punches, kicks, pinches, burns I learnt to be obedient and wait – for hours.

It took be two years to stop waiting!  I know others have waited longer for it to stop.

http://togetherwecanstopit.org/

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